Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Goodbye for now.

I'm going to be away starting today for the rest of the week, but I'm not going to blog for a while, because I'm not making enough progress right now for it to be encouraging to anyone else. I think I started my blog too soon. When things are more consistently positive, I'll get back to it.

I think I have a lot further to go to get well. This whole candida thing is not something I thought I had to deal with, and I have to get a handle on it before I can do anything else.

To anyone who has been reading this - keep moving forward. We will get past this to a much better time in our lives. I still really have faith that this is beatable, and it's just going to take some really hard work, dedication and time. God bless.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Up, down, up, down.

I'm sorry I haven't posted lately. I had a migraine for the past couple of days. Before that, I was feeling so heavy again - like a 50 pound weight was on my shoulders. I remember Admin. from the Beatleakygas blog had similar feelings in the first few months of his cleansing process.

Because I will be out of town next week, I have eased up on the diet a little. I just can't be around other people and be a depressed rag doll. No one would understand, and would take it personally. I haven't gone crazy and cheated big time, but have added back the organic, raw nuts and a little rice cereal for energy.

After next week, I'm slowly going to add the anti-candida stuff, maybe even do a month long candida cleanse (herbal) to start. There are so many products out there and so many different ways to go when deciding how to fight this, it gets confusing.

Once my trip is over, I can focus more again on a strict program. Anyone else having any luck with a diet or new supplement?